I haven't been drinking for the past three weeks and the other night I had the inspiration to make the first painting I've made in months. It felt really good to accomplish something and I really liked it afterward.
It's ink on butcher paper.
11.28.2011
Dry
I haven't been drinking for the past three weeks and the other night I had the inspiration to make the first painting I've made in months. It felt really good to accomplish something and I really liked it afterward.
It's ink on butcher paper.
10.28.2011
9.23.2011
Money, get away
Here is another fall, and I again have credit to pay off. Not half as much as I did before, but it's still a lot for the little i work. It's perfect timing however; I need to spend time with myself and being broke is a perfect way to get myself to do that.
Last fall I maxed out my credit, and wound up with a preschool job that didn't pay much and spending most of my time with Z instead of going out and spending money I don't have.
This fall, I am in debt and I am single. I have rent covered by nannying, I will be spending my extra money from Post on my card and enjoying making music for free and using all the of the art supplied that I already own.
This is a good thing and I am glad that I have it to push me to spend time with myself, being chill, being introspective and creative. Most of all, creative.
<3
Last fall I maxed out my credit, and wound up with a preschool job that didn't pay much and spending most of my time with Z instead of going out and spending money I don't have.
This fall, I am in debt and I am single. I have rent covered by nannying, I will be spending my extra money from Post on my card and enjoying making music for free and using all the of the art supplied that I already own.
This is a good thing and I am glad that I have it to push me to spend time with myself, being chill, being introspective and creative. Most of all, creative.
<3
4.09.2011
Duh.
So I realized that I am the root of me feeling so poopy lately. I am going to seek therapy because I have many things I need to get closure on or work through. I realize that I was becoming dependent on Zack, because it is a habit of mine. And so I talked to him about it and he is very supportive. I am going to spend a lot of time on myself and do the things I love.
This week has been super successful, I have been so sick that I have been working and staying home. Not to mention I have been working 10 hour days.
Last night was the first night Zack spent the night in a week. It was nice and then he left for work right after breakfast and I went to good will with Erika.
Tonight I am going to a birthday party. :)
I have been calling a lot of therapists but none are available when I am not at work. I am going to talk to my boss and see if I can work something out on a lunch break or something because I really need this.
I am on the right path, it's not going to be easy to deal with these things but after it's going to be much easier.
This week has been super successful, I have been so sick that I have been working and staying home. Not to mention I have been working 10 hour days.
Last night was the first night Zack spent the night in a week. It was nice and then he left for work right after breakfast and I went to good will with Erika.
Tonight I am going to a birthday party. :)
I have been calling a lot of therapists but none are available when I am not at work. I am going to talk to my boss and see if I can work something out on a lunch break or something because I really need this.
I am on the right path, it's not going to be easy to deal with these things but after it's going to be much easier.
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